The Book Of Lies.

I was lost and alone, I did not know about life.
I was confused and unsure of the purpose of my life.
So then they came with a big fat smile.
Said they would like to talk to me a while.
They told me of a book that would answer my whys.
They introduced me to the book of lies.
It said that God loves me, it said I was his son
It said that he had saved me from the man I have become.
I wanted with all my heart to believe it was true.
I even lied to myself to make it the truth.
I was a victim it's no surprise.
I fell in love with the book of lies.
But as life goes on teaching me I begin to see, this thing is not working for me.
For if God loves me and I am his son, why can't he answer when I come undone.
I read, I studied, I prayed, I cried, I begged and I cursed, I'm sure they lied.
And now after many years it's time to see, what a big fool was made of me.
I'm closing this book for the last time, and reclaiming the life that was once mine.
I am lost and alone I don't know about life.
I am confused and unsure of the purpose of my life.